04 March 2006
the sadness and reality of the fact that t and i are breaking up has hit me: more than anything i want things to be resolved but as time goes on, i am accepting our fate and realizing our dreams of living together, loving each other, will never happen. we are two separate people and our link has been broken long ago. i know the only way we will be together is if he changes his ways, which i know he won't, so i am trying to move on. my heart will not let me but my mind is telling me, "cherie, if you love yourself, you've got to let this go."