08 October 2005
it's raining brutally outside; the kind of rain that even though you have a raincoat and umbrella, you still end up soaked. as i am now. everything is soaked. i am so wet. it's raining so hard right now that rain is coming through my window--ugh ugh UGH. normally a bit of rain doesn't bother me but it's been raining since last night....and it's so PMS weather, all you want to do is chill out with a bowl of soup and tea and read or watch movies with your cat and be lazy like your cat. i hate this shitty rainy day and i just want a little sunshine right now. since i can't change the weather, i'll create the sunshine within myself and spread it outwards!