feeling better

i'm going to go out for a nice french dinner at some random but seemingly decent place after this, eat a pastry, try to find v's bday gift and wander. i was so down and i am still missing my home but i have to remember: this is a trip of a lifetime and i'm not going to blow it. i'm looking forward to a few weeks where i can spoil myself with a hotel. london is too pricey for that.