it's me, who i am

can i help it if i'm not married with 3.2 kids, can i help it for not thinking the way i'm "supposed to"? i don't want to be a drone, i never want to work in a cubicle again, and i want to be free. i dream of latin america, of the himalayas, of meditating for months in india. i dream of being free, of running, of reading, of knitting, of being myself. i don't dream of careers and marriages and family: i dream of a universal concept of love, of life, of being, of helping, of happiness.