03 February 2011
Mayan ruins. Good drinks. A good friend, a new one, but so willing to give so much positive energy. Waterfalls. New friends. Renting a car, not caring when we're getting there or where we're going because we're having so much fun along the way. Rio drove like a complete maniac, but a maniac in control (and there's only one other person I trust w/ my life like that). Pools. Swimming. New friends. Watermelon juice with coconut rum. Feeling free. No longer suffocatingly sad. It will all pass. I will learn the joy in life soon, I know it.