a girl was killed by her father in her school http://www.nytimes.com/2005/01/29/nyregion/29girl.html?oref=login
there is too much sadness in the world, too much violence. it is overwhelming.
i had two terrible dreams: one was about a tsunami that hit and i was in a dentist's office, so i was okay; the other was abt trev, horrible, and when i woke up i reached for him but he wasn't there
sometimes i feel like i need to take some more distance from sadness.
time to leave the comforts of my home, go back out into the snowy depressing brooklyn cold, to do errands, and try to feel calm.