i'm dreaming of being completely alone, but not in solitude. being
in a foreign country where i am loved. perhaps i'd need to have luna
with me. no shitty relationships, no annoying job, school completed.
just me and my fluffy luna, on a leash. can't you picture it--her
hot pink harness on and flowered leash, me wearing a long flowy
dress, a picture of relaxation? no stress, no fake romance, no fake
anything. i can't deal with the beauracracy of everything from a
store to a relationship to a job.
but until i am sipping sangria at a table with strangers who
communicate with me just in spanish, laughing and talking but
knowing that i am always okay, especially with my little furball
luna on my lap.